Farking Busy recently ....

ITALY WON !!!! OMG !!!!

Goal Scored by Totti: Penalty Kick(93mins)

Finally i am doing something in the company, tons and tons of work to do. Now i have to reach company by 8.30, no extremely long lunch break and worst of all i can only leave company at 6 !!! Omg compared to last time 4.30 .... SIANZ .... Recently i really have no time to blog.. so pardon me with the long update of my blog.... I am throw like so many projects but i am like stuck in all of them.. and its not because i dunno how to do but there are like so many freaking errors which i do not know how to debug or source file corrupted... Haiz.. kill me la !! Kinda tired these few days, sleep late wake up early, hate this kind of life man ... But anyway all these crap will be over soon i hope, and when its over LETS GO PARTY !!! Feel like going clubbing this week man ... anyone interested ?? Drop me a tag ya ... Bye... Off to work !

Party All Day Long

Stay Over at Merv/Russ house

Time to take leave again, so i took wed,thur and friday !! Whaha song man ...

-Wednesday

Woke up and played Warcraft till like 5 before rushing to training .... I was quite reluctant to go but had no choice, cause i am the Capt of the team. So i dragged myself there, after that went for supper at Bedok 85 thanx to my GREAT PARTNER and D ger ... if u noe wat i mean ... No offence sarah ! But its russell birthday so never mind lo, Happy Birthday ya Partner ! Took bus home with Shu juan and her so called BESTIE .... sounds super girly man ...

-Thursday

Slept until quite late then went to my gf house to slack and watch DVDs, her brother like got tons and tons of DVDs... Then slept awhile then ate dinner at her house. After dinner, we watched tv, watching some chinese shows.. soon it was time to go and i left ...

-Friday

Packed my stuff and meet up with my gf for lunch at KFC .... Was suppose to meet mervy, russ, nat and xw at like 4 .... But they 4 still taking mrt from bedok !!!!!!! so went to starbucks to drink Rhamba... Wanted to drink ice mocha though ... Mocha ROCKX ! As time goes by, they finally arrived and went we went to cold storage to get the bbq food. After tat, Merv went to buy the super oily yet delicious bacon from Bakgua store... then meet up with Yu feng and we squeezed into merv's mum car then went to his house .... Went up to merv room and chill. We were all super lazy to set up the bbq, typical us ... but anyway our heroine/heroin i dunno how to spell !!! wahaha .. Lien and tansi had already set up the bbq when we were chilling... ( Thanx Lien and Tansi)

So everyone was bbqing and the food was not bad .... Thanx Aunty for ur BeeHOon .. The japanese chicken was the best .... After a few hours, everyone was stuffed with food and decided to call it a day and went up to the room to chill... Everybody took turns to bath and went to a empty room to play a game called " NEVER" .. so we drank vodka peach mix with ribena and again i was the bar tender ... think i put too much vodka in but who cares anyway .... After the game, sarah left and some of the guys went to merv room... leaving 3 guys and 4 girls in the room, so we decided to play HAI DAI, loser drink beer.. However, we wanted to drink the beer so we changed it to winner drink ... Haha ... after that i went to play warcraft ... while some of them were sleeping... suddenly the rest came in with a camera and wanted to take a group picture .... then the poor souls sleeping have to wake up juz to take pictures but i was playing game so i didnt join in ... after the photoshoot everyone slept except raymond , xiaowei and me... we were playing O2 jam .. haha I sUcked at it man ... my fingers are so darn retarded ....

Wah got so many things to write .... i lazy sia ... Tomorrow then cont ..

To be Continued ....

End Of The Story

Sorry people, i have lost the feeling of continueing the story, so i would not be blogging anymore of that stuff... rather i would blog of my daily life ...

Friends Forever ...

Chapter 6

-Friendship

So here i was, a broken-hearted guy feeling empty on the inside. Thankfully, had friends to keep me company throughout this period of time. Be it work friends or my buds ... Only then i realised the importance of friendship, soon i got to know almost the entire banquet colleagues. We would head down to katong mall after our work for billiard session or lan gaming and followed by a late night supper at the nearby 24 hour coffee shops. So it was quite fun to hang out with them, as we had the same interests.....

-A Change Of Heart ??

As usual it was another day of work at the hotel, i was so called the " Senior employee" as i had worked there the longest, all the rest were still new. So i had abit of authority assigned by my manager, became a miny supervisor myself, had a few people to assist me. It was quite fun to have people under as you can ask them do stuff that you needed to do like carry tables or whatever. So we were setting up for a wedding dinner at night, there would be more workers coming in at 6 before the dinner start hence we had to rush abit. Soon it was 6, the new batch of workers came, then suddenly i noticed a girl who is quite tall and really good features even though her figure is not that fantastic, but she still sort of attracted me ...

Hence i approached her, we hit it off and i took her number and after a few days we were sort of together .....

-Remorse & Regret

In the beginning of the relationship, i knew that this relationship wasn't going to last but somehow i just went ahead with it perhaps to numb myself. After a few weeks, my ex sms me to meet her as she needed to talk to me badly, hence i met up with her and talk to her for awhile. She told me that she missed me alot and wanted to patch with me, as i still had feelings for her, i told her to give me some time to break up with her.... However, everytime i saw her face, i couldnt bear to tell her... hence this dragged on for a period of time .... I told my ex about it and she was super devasted as she thought i would mean what i said and just break up with her ... In my heart, i was feeling super remorseful as i was not able to keep my words, i really regretted stepping into this new relationship. I felt really guilty as i knew it was my fault, i was like stuck in between and the feeling is not good at all, it was tearing me apart... However i knew that there was no future with my current gf hence i decided to break up with her and patch with my ex.... And so we were back together again ...

Stay Tune For Chapter 7

Bad Stuff ....

Chapter 5

Today is Monday so here i am, blogging again, as you can observe my blog would only be updated when i am in the office working.

- Problems Surfacing

After a few months being together, i began to hang out more with my friends as i thought that there was mutual trust between us and so i presume that everything would be fine no matter what i do. Then one fine day, my buds asked me to go club with them, as i told them i was very keen in going club and to ask me to go if they were going. And so i went, the experience was just superb, the music, liquor, atmosphere and babes was just so perfect. It was damn fun.... I didnt realise that i was hooked to going club... soon i was asking people to go club except her, as i thought that club was more for friends get together and have fun rather then going there with my gf to dance... find it quite meaningless ... Everytime when i go club i would smoke a few sticks so as to get more kick without much effort so became quite a social smoker. I told her about it and she got really mad and upset, so i told her all right i will quit it for your sake. However, i was tempted time and time again. It was like no matter where i go, i would be able to get hold of cigarettes somehow if i wanted to... At times i would resist it but as time goes by i thought to myself : " Aiya 1 stick nia wont make any difference de la so nvm lo just smoke" ..... I dun understand why but everytime i smoke 1 stick i would surely tell her and she would get all upset and disappointed with me. I explained to her all the stuff but it was like bullshit to her and she just wanted me to stop smoking even if it was just 1 stick. Soon she also showed me the NO sign to go clubbing and stuff, i was really furious as friends plays an important part in my life... i felt like she was restricting me to do anything that i wanted to do, hence i was became very cold towards her as the anger in my heart was raging day by day ...

- Disagreements-->Anger-->Break

And so that unpredictable happened, one day we were in her room having a serious heart to heart talk as we both had our disagreements. Soon we started quarrelling and there seemed no other way to settle the problem as we both held firm to our stand... Then i said :" Since you are so unhappy with me then we might as well break up, perhaps you will be happier without me ...." and then i left the house and went home...

-Work And More Work

As it was during our sem holidays, i was very free so i decided to work. I went back to the hotel that i worked in during my holidays after my O'levels. In order to kill time, i was working like mad, became like a full timer there, and so i just work and work. That was how my life was, just work and work waiting for the new sem to start. I do not deny that i missed her alot at this period of time hence i just kept working to numb myself and stop myself from thinking about her.... I felt like a part of me was missing, felt so lonely and empty within me... Luckily, i had my buds and my working friends to accompany me or else i think i would have gone crazy ....

Wah write so long liaoz ... k la keep some for tomorrow !!

Stay tuned for Chap 6