Trip Cancelled !!!!

No More Selangor Sianz....

The trip to Selangor, Malaysia is cancelled. The reason she gave us was we were rejected... But rejected ???? What izzit that we have not been doing ? Our team has put in so much effort in training, although we might not be able to win but at least we will still give our 110% to fight to the end. I was so looking forward to it, it would be so much fun... but now its all over. Fark this shit man ... I feel really disappointed not being able to go for the trip ...

Back To Work ....

Drowsy ...

i am back in office again ... still kinda weak but still can manage ... Dunno if i will be fit for tomorrow's training, but tournament is nearing and i really want to make myself stronger in terms of fitness and skills. The damn medicine is making me so drowsy ..... finally i can swallow pills .. big size small size doesnt matter ... wat a satisfaction man .. Ur might find it funny or u muz thinking " big Fuck" , hhhahaha yea i noe its no big deal to people who could swallow pills since young but the thing is i had a phobia with swallowing pills since young ... so i tend to be very afraid of swallowing pills but now ... its nothing ... Wahahhahaha .... Hopefully i would be able to make it for training tom ... If i am not there, your muz train hard ya ... NO slacking unless i am there ... :)

Beaten By Sickness ....

I'll Be Back On Sat ...

Damn fever .... Cause me to be so weak i cant even move around .... bones aching like lao ah pek like that ... rested for the the past 2 days ... Told Noor during training i falling sick le then he think i kidding then do all the multiples and see la sick liaoz ... But anyway not his fault ... haha cause of my bad reputation last time, so hard to believe me .. Guess i just didnt had enough sleep and water, so now i am going to be like my partner russell, sleep early .... hahah thats a compliment btw russell ... Good Job Guys Team, Attendance was very good for the first gym training held on wednesday.. too bad i couldnt make it ... But i will definitely be there next wed ... promise ! We shall train hard and be a strong team ya !!!! k la i ate alot of pills.. kinda tired .. take a nap le .. Take care ppl !!! MIss ya All ....

Badminto Trip To Selangor : Malaysia

Confirmation Of Who Is Going

The trip to Selangor : Malaysia is from the 15th - 21th of August. It is an international badminton event, so i think it would be quite an experience for our team. We would be staying in Resorts, 3 person to a room and we would be sitting first class coach there .... Thus we would need to pay a sum of cash which is roughly 100-150 i think for the entire thingy. So tag my blog if interested ....

Additional GYM Training ..

Increasing The Fitness Of The Team

Raymond and I have discussed about having an additional GYM training for the team, Most probably would be on either thursday or fridays. As we felt our team fitness is really very not very good compared to other polys so hopefully having additional GYM training would help us improve our fitness. So people give me your views on it ... This is for real ... Not Kidding..

A Love Poem ...

You And I

You and I are connected

in a way that goes beyond romance,

beyond friendship,

beyond what we've ever had before.

It has defied time, distance,

and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.

It has defied every explanation.

Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.

It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.

The sound of your voice brings me home,

in a way I can't explain.

It's in the delight I feel,

when we laughat exactly the same things.

When I'm with you,

it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.

A place it's supposed to be,

and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,

have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,

forever connection.

A connection that could only existbetween you and me.

And deep in my soul,

I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.

One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.

- Rayner Teng -

People Important Notice !

1st:
Today shall be the day that all my worries and troubles come to an end. Life has a purpose all over again and hopefully this wonderful purpose would take us to the end of the world. I guess all of you should know what i mean, ya i patched with Trisha. However, I want to thank all my great friends out there who were there for me when i was down and cheer me up so THANX alot. After all that we have went through, we still end up together. Guess that is what you call FATE so I shall follow my destiny in life and hopefully things would turn out the way i want it to be.

2nd:
Training is at 6 pm tomorrow at school hall ... Late comers shall be severly punished by me myself and I. So Kindly be punctual.

A Sad Love Poem

Although her beauty is in his grasp,He feigns for it no longer.

Her face no longer provokes her heart,Her touch no longer fits his pleasure.

His love for her slowly disintegrates…Slowly leaving in a silent death.

To her he must always be courteous,But who will be courteous to his heart?

Who will ease the hardest of the days?

Who will give life to his soul once more?

She once was the stars which lit the dark sky....

But now, he is left in the dark,Searching for that luminous hope.

Written: Rayner Teng

Mixed Feelings ....

Love Is Complicated

Been feeling kinda depressed lately due to love problems, its like i am feeling so emo time and time again unknowingly. I thought that everything would be over when we break up but i was wrong, it was the beginning of more problems. I truly love this girl but i guess i will never be able to be in a long term relationship, cause i would take her for granted. Most people would say i am a bastard or whatsoever, i don't deny that i am but its like at least i did my very best in loving her. Future was really bleak to me, I knew that she was never meant for me to take care of her for the rest of her life. She would be better off without me i guess, i always thought that i would be a good bf but i realised that things were not meant to be. Perhaps i'll be better off being a single so that i would'nt have to hurt anyone. Love is so complicated, when you are being loved you would take her for granted but when you are not loved you craved for so much more love. I could never really understand what is love about even though i been through so many relationships. I wonder when would i be able to understand and realise true love. I guess i want all of these to end as it is tormenting me every single day of my life, i just want my life back but it all seems so hard .... From now on i would change myself inside out, I want people to see the different side of me.

Luckily i've friends who are always there for me whenver i needed them and they never fail to cheer me up with their lame jokes and games... i must say i am truely happy to have friends like them and thats all i can ask for. Thanks guys for being there for me ... Hope our friendship would last forever ... Or else i would throw all your names into my bottle of half-filled honey and store it in my closet ... Muahhahah* Evil Smirk !! If your don't understand what i am talking about can ask me personally.

Sweet Memories

The Love has ended ...