Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Perserverance Pays Off

Chapter 4
All right ... lets continue ...
- Rejection
After being rejected for the first time, i felt dejected. However, i told myself that i shouldnt give up so easily as it was the first time i was so crazy about girl compared to my previous girlfriends. Hence i decided to put in even more effort, hoping to make her change her mind. There were times whereby i keep asking her to be with me however to get rejected time and time again. She would even get so irritated and threatened to avoid me and stuff, i knew that i was indeed very thick-skinned and irritating but i couldnt help it... Life was super difficult for me at that point of time, it was like no matter what i do, i cant make her change her mind about being with me. Like i said, perserverance definitely pays off .... I continue to hang out with her and sometimes even with her friends and we would often hang out at plaza play pool .... But she would not play and just watch as she dunno how to play... Whereas for me I tried to amaze them with my skills of playing pool ( erm Being a little hao lian. Dun mind me ) hoping to leave a good impression. Indeed it worked, we started chatting and i got to know her friends closer...
*Piece of Advise: Getting to know the friends of the girl you like is EXTREMLY important as they play a big role in whether u would be with the girl or not .... ( May not work on all girls ) *
- Okay, lets be together
After a period of time, i was getting back the confidence that i was lacking initially. So one day, i decided to give me another shot.. Even though i was afraid i would be rejected, but i couldnt care less.
And the conversation started ....
Me: "Ger, We have been hanging together so long le, i dun wan to be just your friend u noe , i want to be your bf so that i can take care and love u forever...."
Ger: " i noe ... i also love you alot ..."
Me: " Really !!! then WILL YOU BE MY GF ?" ( Eyes shut ! Heart Stop ! )
Ger: " okie .... "
Me: " thank you ger, i promise i will love you forever de k ..."
End of conversation...
- Abundance of Joy
Finally after many months of trying, my efforts paid off. I suddenly felt that life was so meaningful, i was just so 0verjoyed. Perhaps this was the first time, i really fell in love with a ger.. Unlike the past, which was just puppy love. However when good things start coming, bad things will come too ......
So Stay Tune For Chapter 5

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Parents Ask Me To Go Up The House

Chapter 3
-First Time In Her House
So as usual i was sending her home one day, cant really remember which day was it. We were chatting downstairs as there was no Bangalas or chinaas around not long after that her mother called. She asked her where she was and told her that she was downstairs chatting with me, then the mother told her to ask me go up her house sit sit ... And thats how i went up, i was like thinking how cool was that man, parents ask me go her house, this is a chance i cant miss.... When i saw the parents for the first time, it was quite a weird feeling and abit scared cause they look quite dao. We went into the room to sit, so as to avoid seeing the parents... My first impression of the room was " wah so girly but very cosy and comfy". As it was getting late, i decided to go home and so i left....
-Urge To Tell Her My Feelings
So now there is no need for us to talk at her house downstairs, we would just go to her house straight to chill... As time passes, my feelings for her was super duper strong ... i wanted to take care of her and love her badly.... So there came a time when i was prepared to ask her to be my gf, i just madly in love .... One day, i decided to give it a go as i felt she felt the same way. So here i was sitting on the chair beside her bed, while she was sitting on her bed... so this was wat i said to her :
And the time has come ....
Me: "Ger, i have something important to ask you ..."
Girl: " yes ? what you wan to ask ?"
Me: " err... er... Can you be my gf ?" ( For your information, i was quite confident she would say yes ! )
Girl: " not now , i cant forget my ex-bf, as i am still hoping he would come back to me..."
Me: " oh, then nvm ba take it that i never asked." ( Heart Shatters...)
Girl: " Sorri k , i dont mean to hurt you ... "
Me: " its okay, i understand."
I left for home..
-Hurt And Heart- Broken
This period of time was the worst time of my life, whenever i thought of the answer she gave me, i cant help it but feel a sharp pain in my heart.... I started shutting myself in my room and only came out to eat, pee and shit... i was just so devasted, life at that time was so meaningless. I had lost all my motivation to do anything at all . At times when i was about sleep, i would think of her and unknowingly tears would trickle down my cheeks..... All these stuff only happens when i am at home, when i was with her i would put on a brave front as if nothing had happened. This went on for a while, however my love for her did not depreciate....
Continue to Stay tune for Chapter 4 ...

Monday, May 29, 2006

Exploration

I was looking through russell's blog and i saw the restricted post thingy... and trisha was curious how to make it too... so i decided to explore it and so created this post for fun .... however the content is super funny so try to break the password .... but if anyone really muz know the password for any entries just contact me personally ... hahahahahahahaha !!!

Chasing A Ger Is Never Easy ...

Chapter 2
-A few days before school started
Days after the camp, as i was looking through my hp.. and i started browsing my hp contact list. When i saw the ger's number i thought to myself " she quite cute sia, quite hot also then look like guai guai de, sms her ba " and so i sent her a sms " hi Rayner here , ur camp mate, so wat u doin now ? i was bored so thought of smsing u " and that was my first sms to her. Soon after the smses never stopped, so i was smsing her everyday and soon lead to calling .... and i guess thats how our relationship grew much closer...
-School Started
I was thinking to myself " oh man school start liaoz, no more fun !! shit man ..... eh but like this i can meet that ger ger wat ... see stay sengkang can take bus home with her then go home ... Song ar !!!! " it so happened that for the first year, our timetable were quite similar even though we were from different school. i was in engine, she was in business but it didnt stop me as i knew that i had fallen for her .... So i started to sent her home almost everyday and spend most of time with her ... even if there were days whereby she ended really late while i ended early, i would go to library to take a nap then meet her and send her home. So at this point of time, i was really the 24hr guy on standby to talk to her or meet her.... I realised that i have gotten so crazy about this ger .... We really could click, it was like we could talk about crap the whole day and hang out together everyday and yet not get bored ... So everytime i sent her home, we would chat at her house downstairs voiddeck . However sometimes got bangala or chinaaaa there so must see my luck... So thats how our relationship together grew so much withina short period of time ....
Please Stay Tune To Next Chapter ... Do not Switch Channel !!!

Sunday, May 28, 2006

In the Beginning Of My Story ....

Chapter 1

It all started like this .......

Year 2003:

-History
Juz completed O' Levels with a farking lousy grade, so had to go a engineering course which happens to be InfoComm-Tech( IFC) at Temasek Poly. Thomas jio me go freshie camp see Mei Mei so i say okay lo steady.....

-Registration of Freshie Camp
So i was at sports hall to register, so i called thomas to ask him where he was. To my horror, HE WAS FARKING SLEEPING !!! nabei kanina..... so i was super sianz .. i thought since i was there might as well register lo...

-First Day Of Camp
In my mind, i was like " wah siao liao la, all alone sure damn sianz ...." so i was quite black face, furthermore was bastarded by THOMAS .... so we played ice-breaker, got to know a few camp mates. Then played a few games and soon it was night, i was thinking who to sleep with as i was all alone .... To my delight, i saw a few Montfort Friends, Raymond was one of them, so decided to bunk in with them. At this point of time, i still dint noticed any girls, juz browsing....

-Second Day Of Camp
Super tired, woke up damn early... played some games and soon it was night again. It was our free time, so i went out of the hall towards the tennis court for some fresh air... Alas, saw a camp mate standing there bai post... so i walk towards her and say :

And the conversation started.....
Me: " hello what are u doing out here ?"
Girl:" waiting for my daddy to fetch me home"
Me: "orh, okay lo .. can go home meh ?"
Girl:" dun care la, tomorrow morning then come"
Me:" okay, see you tomorrow"
End of Conversation....

And off she go..... i went to talk cock with my fellow Montfortians. Then after that, went to sleep.

-Last Day Of Camp
Tired again... wake up so early, then played games again ... seems like a routine but it was kinda fun.. by this time our group was very close. And all fun must come to an end, soon it was time to go home .. So everyone was exchanging numbers so i chap ji ka and exchange too... then i took the GER's number that i talk to last night and headed straight home.