Parents Ask Me To Go Up The House

Chapter 3

-First Time In Her House

So as usual i was sending her home one day, cant really remember which day was it. We were chatting downstairs as there was no Bangalas or chinaas around not long after that her mother called. She asked her where she was and told her that she was downstairs chatting with me, then the mother told her to ask me go up her house sit sit ... And thats how i went up, i was like thinking how cool was that man, parents ask me go her house, this is a chance i cant miss.... When i saw the parents for the first time, it was quite a weird feeling and abit scared cause they look quite dao. We went into the room to sit, so as to avoid seeing the parents... My first impression of the room was " wah so girly but very cosy and comfy". As it was getting late, i decided to go home and so i left....

-Urge To Tell Her My Feelings

So now there is no need for us to talk at her house downstairs, we would just go to her house straight to chill... As time passes, my feelings for her was super duper strong ... i wanted to take care of her and love her badly.... So there came a time when i was prepared to ask her to be my gf, i just madly in love .... One day, i decided to give it a go as i felt she felt the same way. So here i was sitting on the chair beside her bed, while she was sitting on her bed... so this was wat i said to her :

And the time has come ....

Me: "Ger, i have something important to ask you ..."
Girl: " yes ? what you wan to ask ?"

Me: " err... er... Can you be my gf ?" ( For your information, i was quite confident she would say yes ! )

Girl: " not now , i cant forget my ex-bf, as i am still hoping he would come back to me..."

Me: " oh, then nvm ba take it that i never asked." ( Heart Shatters...)

Girl: " Sorri k , i dont mean to hurt you ... "

Me: " its okay, i understand."

I left for home..

-Hurt And Heart- Broken

This period of time was the worst time of my life, whenever i thought of the answer she gave me, i cant help it but feel a sharp pain in my heart.... I started shutting myself in my room and only came out to eat, pee and shit... i was just so devasted, life at that time was so meaningless. I had lost all my motivation to do anything at all . At times when i was about sleep, i would think of her and unknowingly tears would trickle down my cheeks..... All these stuff only happens when i am at home, when i was with her i would put on a brave front as if nothing had happened. This went on for a while, however my love for her did not depreciate....

Continue to Stay tune for Chapter 4 ...