Overwhelming Feelings

Once again, I am back. This is the only place that I can freely express myself. Although we have broken up for close to 3 months, I thought I have fully let her go but recently, we meet up often to study for our exams and it just brought back all my feelings for her. To see her smile, laugh and it seems like I am still so much deeply in love with her. I guess this few months I was just supressing my feelings for her. I guess I also took her for granted in the past, but right now I just hope she can come back to me. Whenever we meet up to study, I really feel so happy and comfortable and it makes me feel like I have gone back in time when we were still together. But I really have no confidence in myself. I hope I am able to woo her back. But until then, I guess I will still be blogging all my feelings and things that I cant bring myself to say infront of her because I am just so afraid that she will reject me. Nevertheless, I just want her to happy even if the person beside her is not me.